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Everything is different now

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My life has been extraordinarily hectic lately and a few things are huge changes that I'm having a very hard time dealing with.

I don't feel like anyone really understands how much it's affecting me, but if they did know then I'd be selfish so I just have to suck it up and deal with it somehow.

Stress is getting to me, and life just doesn't seem to be wanting me to find something of immense value to try to sort my life out in getting into this university I want to be in.
If I do get in though, what will I do? Where will I live? It's such a big chance but it's so far away.
What if I don't like it there? What if it's not what I'm looking for?
What if nothing is what I'm looking for?
What if I never get the job I want? What if I'm stuck doing a lame job that I hate for the rest of my life and never amount to anything because I couldn't get my ass n gear when I had the chance?
What if I let everyone down?
What if I lose you?
What if I never get you back?

I don't know what I'm doing and that scares me to death.
Yet no one can save me, except me.


Featuring my alt. Sona, Clyde
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I can't promise you that everything will work out because that is something only you can achieve by doing your best to make it happen. I know you have the power to get what you want. If you need a friend to talk to, go ahead and note me any time.