Keep me safe

There was a thunderstorm a few days ago, and I really hate them. I can't be with Levvy right now, so ... draws//

I'm also getting so lazy. I'll start something, and then not finish it because I have nothing better to do have other things to do.
that's a lie. I just get lazy and unmotivated to finish

I'm also just... not feeling too happy right now. I want to be happy, and excited for stuff but.. I'm just not feeling it. I just don't want to do anything. Nothing is exciting to me, nothing sounds like an awesome plan, nothing is... appealing. I just... want to go to sleep and not wake up.

I kind of want to cry but... that's too much effort.